boyfriends.....overrated?

Everyone of my girl pals has a man....well not all,but a few of them. I wonder to myself what am I doing wrong? How come I don't have one? My long time battle with being single and wanting a relationship confuses me. I am in a relationship,but it's a complicated one. I am happy with the set up,but I wonder about the possibility of something more. Right now it's all about fun,but I want to wake up on Sunday morning to kisses and snuggling with my man. I want to go to the museum, cinemaplex and a record shop to check out new and vintage music. All that just seems so out of reach and I can't help but view it as something I have yet to have. Maybe I am in love with the idea. Well if I am, the idea sure looks good to me.

Not that I am unhappy with being me,myself and I. I love my freedom greatly! It's a joy to answer to yourself. I'm so confused!!!!

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